Loneliness and Longing
Posted in Feeling Lonely?, LDR Advice on 10. Oct, 2009
I cried a bucket of tears...
This time around I know that it's different. I've been lonely and longed for Dodong's presence but I do know in my heart how different it feels this time around.
This morning, after waiting for Dodong to safely arrive home after a weekend gimmick night, I just felt the sudden surge of loneliness and longing which I have kept inside for around 3 months now. And I cried. I just cried because I miss him so much. I really couldn't help it.
In times of loneliness, I do distract myself with activities and friends. But this morning it hit me so bad. No amount of activity can take that feeling away from me today.
All I want is for Dodong to come home and be with me. Gaze into my eyes. Hold my hand. Embrace me and never let go.
Is this too much to ask?
Love the distance,
Inday I. Nagintay
