Experiencing dreams come true alone…
Posted in Feeling Lonely?, LDR Advice on 31. Oct, 2009
Can't I have my cake and eat it too?
Dodong has been up and about since last Thursday as the Formula 1 Yas Marina race in Abu Dhabi has started. It's been his dream to witness a Formula 1 race ever since and this is it! His dream come true!
While has been experiencing living his dream the past few days and I've been feeling left out. Another one of those bouts of loneliness…or alone-ness perhaps?
Dodong says I should not be feeling these feelings at all because of the fact that he is coming home very soon (in 20 days to be exact). But I still feel left out. I've always wanted to be there to experience major things like dreams coming true with him. But the distance does not allow us that.
I'm happy for him, but, at the same time, sad. He says he understands me, but I think and feel that he doesn't.
Don't you want to be by his side when HIS dreams come true?
Love the distance,
Inday I. Nagintay
